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Today is a day, I feel lost and alone
There's no place around that I could call my own
The light alludes me, as darkness draws near
There are no smiles on my face, today, no cheer

People around me, seem safe and secure
Wrapped up in their worlds, where they're loved, adored
They don't see my pain, and I'm grateful for that
'cause I paint on my smile and wear my 'happy' hat

No-one can help, with this spiral I'm on
The days that go by, when I'm lost and so alone
Even the joy on my children's faces isn't my own
As the darkness consumes me, and I feel right back at home